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24 November 2011 @ 08:36 pm
It's never said enough  

Well, it's hard for me to think of things to be thankful for at a time where I feel like everything went painfully wrong. Getting away was the only thing, that felt right. I am thankful for that decision. I am thankful for all the things I saw, people I met. Ruining me kind of actually saved me. It's tough right now, really it is. I don't feel like the joyous person I could be. I am in a dark place, I don't want to, but yeah, maybe I can't switch on the lights on my own this time. And I am thankful, that there are persons around me, who have the ability to make me laugh, even if I don't feel like it. Who care and create and who inspire me, so that I can see, every now and then, that I am still me and that (let's get pathetic) I am not alone in this. And I want to thank you for doing that. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

all by myselfreal_virtuality on November 24th, 2011 09:37 pm (UTC)

was wäre man ohne die menschen, die einem zeigen, dass das leben bei allem mist trotzdem irgendwie schön sein kann? manchmal fällt es mir wirklich schwer, meiner dankbarkeit ausdruck zu verleihen. und ich hoffe einfach nur, dass die leute es wahrnehmen, die gesten zu verstehen wissen. weil sie so wichtig sind!
ju_the_trueju_the_true on November 25th, 2011 08:51 am (UTC)
also, wenn es nach mir geht: you are not alone, cutie. und - ja, das ist eine phrase - dinge werden auch wieder besser und dann war der ganze scheiss vielleicht auch zu was gut. you never can tell!